I was telling someone that I feel like a piece of over-ripe fruit at the farmer’s market. I know I was good once but now feel like I’m just not something anyone wants. I’m trying not to “go down the rabbit hole” into depression but in light of how things have gone lately, I am at the point where I find myself not even afforded the smallest bits of human decency. Cast aside for younger versions who have less experience but are shiny, new, moldable minds and bodies.
I’m trying to figure out what to do if there is truly nothing left for me. If I am obsolete, to be kicked to the curb to make room for a fresh, new model then what becomes of me?
I suddenly have sympathy for old toasters…