So, three weeks into the new gig and I’m still diggin’ it. The only thing is that it is really unsettling being a contractor because it is very impermanent. I mean, I know that even having a “real” job in this day and age isn’t a guarantee but I hate the nagging fear that comes with being a contractor. Especially on days like today where I didn’t really accomplish everything I had hoped to/needed to accomplish.
I have a lot on my mind right now. I really don’t need the stress of worrying about whether a job is going to last. Is it wrong for me to just try to forget that every day could be my last day there? I finally feel like I have found a place I can be happy. I just wish I felt more secure about it all.