Can’t Slow the Clock

The clock keeps ticking… soon it will be 100 days.  Panic set in about 60 days ago… now I am at a point where I just don’t know what to do anymore.  It is hard to not just sit and be sick with worry (which I know is unproductive).

I had an interview the other day. I wrote my follow-up thank you letters. I was told to let my references know that they were going to be contacted.  As of 5PM on Friday (a full 2 days after being told to let my references know that they would be contacted), not one person had been contacted.  I am not impressed that I was told to contact my references and tell them to expect contact and then have them not be contacted.

The week ended without any contact from the agency that set up the interview and so I am still “in limbo” and am not really sure what to expect as far as that position goes.    I am trying to not dwell on it but I can’t help but feel frustrated.

It’s late, though…. and I should head to bed.  100 days won’t get here any slower if  I don’t sleep…